Today, I lost it. The stress of work and the anxiousness of starting this business made me lose confidence in myself. This vacation was supposed to be a time for me to relax and rejuvenate myself, so I can prepare for the work ahead. Instead I kept thinking about work and tasks I need to do for my business, and stressed myself with those racing thoughts. I didn't actually make an effort to rest, and that was my own fault.
Today, my wife and I decided to rent a car and drive away from the city. So we went to Napa Valley and finally had a vacation. And now, I feel confident in myself again.
Don't underestimate weariness and truly seek rest. Fatigue makes cowards of us all.